Are there any such thing as On line

I'm beginning to seriously doubt it...... i know how stupid it sounds to be upset over shit that happens in a chat room, but untill you become a reg and have been there then you dont know. All i want to know is wtf why me ???? I'm a good person so why do I get all the fucking bullshit ??? Probly cuz I fucking put up with it :( I so need to grow a backbone :|. One of these days I wont be around and the vultures will turn on themselves ...... god i cant wait for that to happen!!!! I must be the most pathetic person on earth for this to bother me so fucking much...... at least now i know...... friends in chat......dont exist :|  God i feel like the biggest jackass ever for letting it bother me *cry*