Back again lol

Well i have been gone for 4 days and im still bitter and full of piss for my "CHAT FRIENDS". I feel i get screwed around every corner i turn and no matter what i do or say the stab me in the back !!!!!! I'm not a bad person so wtf is wrong with them? I dont doubt i have made mistakes but ffs come on who hasnt???? I feel let down by the ones who say they are my friends :( . Not sure what to do or how to take anyone anymore........ tired of the betrayl. If someone,,,,,, anyone knows how to deal with this shit pls pls pls tell me how cuz im tired of being hurt........................ end blog!